barely holding on - 2

[u-turn]

Sandi, again thank you for spending so much time with me today.
I see your point and know this is going to take time to get through.

But I look at it this way - I basically am not married to her right now. She has not indicated that she wants to work on our R. She has not "picked" me. She has not offered any movement toward me, but she still wants to try and have normal conversations, act normal and sometimes hug or hold my hand, say goodnight and have a good day.

I always have felt that I can love my way through the relationship with my W. I feel like I could try this again until I see that it is going somewhere or nowhere.

In either case that you stated, she has to earn my trust back. Currently I don't think she feels that way or cares.

Thanks again - I am going to re-read your comments X20. and try and digest them