Nightvision on: The owl & the WAW

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Thanks LisaB! Soooo this personal change thing is really being retooled in light of this. Part of the "goal making" in DB that she would "look me in the eyes more" and "be more relaxed and smile" have kindof gone down in flames. I know now even more than ever that this change is for me and all you vets keep droning on and on about it **its all about you...pretend she isn't in the picture...only you can make yourself happy** sigh. *facepalm*
of course you are right but now I feel like I have hit the "wall" like in a marathon and am burning up the bat reserves...do I need "bat cocaine" to speed me up? lmao
No I realize I am in shock by the dizzying amount of time I am spending watching youtube music videos: Damion Rice "Rootless Tree: classic F word lines are cathartic.
WAW...*facepalm* again...I am writing out the word detach about fifty times now...
Well I am going to meet up with some new friends for a coffee GAL, yeah I know "Thats lame Batman" but I'll ramp it up later. ugh. **strapping on the cape and dragging his arse top the batcycle ..its a Harley of course with dumb_arsa bat wings the size of tentpoles**....;D