barely holding on - 2

[u-turn]

Mr Bond, I think I get this.

She didn't like my lack of self confidence and dependence on her.

I am actively changing this - finally realizing how this has taken a toll on me and her. Even as things are I'm finding that this PMA thing works and makes me really feel good and is contagious.

She also complained that I didn't give her support with her new career. I have definitely changed this and she has acknowledged this.

She has complained that I didn't handle special occasions very well (b-days, holidays). I will have to prove this to her at some point. I have told her that I regret these things but will show her positive changes.

Other than these things she never complained about me - about things that I didn't respond to and address.

I think changing things that I actually like about myself wouldn't be good because these were also things that she liked about me.

With my positive changes, I feel better and I hope she sees a better me. (And makes a decision)