Part of me wonders if I am all the things they said?? Am I crazy? Am I unkind? Am I lazy? Etc...
Then, the other part sees how unhealthy my relationship with my mother always was. How she really needs to feel needed and I've been growing away from her...kinda like how I grew away from Smokey...I became stronger and needed different things from a relationship...Mom and sis are now united and analzye and have things figured out...meaning My Life, D20, what I should do, etc...
At one point, I asked her, "Mom, you know that I'm always there if you need something right?"...now, I just spent the last two weeks putting beds together, moving furniture and helping her at her apartment...she replied, "mmmm, well, I guess." WTF?
New York got back to me on salary. It's higher than I expected. :-) But, NY also has high income tax...so, there's that.
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
