Quick to listen, Slow to speak

[holdingon]

About a month ago, I had three crowns replaced... one of them the dentist had to do a root canal on. The tooth was so sensitive and sore for a long time. Yesterday, I was eating some fresh bread and I noticed that it didn't hurt anymore... and I hadn't even noticed!

My heart is feeling better, too. It is not completely healed, and today I was really busy cutting down some trees in the yard with a chainsaw and had to sit down and have a good cry... who knows why, well, I do know why, but who knows why now...

I really have started feeling much better, much less sadness, much more about moving on and living my life. I cannot control what my H does, will be okay regardless. I am really happy with myself, even when I am alone. I can see how much I have grown.

The kids and I are going skiing next Friday. We did not get airline tickets in time, so we are going to drive. This is the second big trip... we went to Mardi Gras, too. Really trying to have fun and make great memories with the kids... no moping here!

New goals (or old goals...)
For me... feeling better and looking better!
1. Try to workout three times a week... bought a bikini and need to be able to fit in it!!! Really want to tone up!
2. Keep up with the tooth whitening thing.
3. Get skin in good shape for summer clothes!
4. Adjust to new contacts! No more reading glasses!
5. Prepare to take Teacher Certification test.
6. Keep reading the Bible, keep studying.
7. Give H his space... be his friend. Quit analyzing his moves and motives. Ask the Lord for lots of help with this!
8. Be a good friend to my friends. Call more, care more.

Well, still holdingon... getting kind of bummed that my date is getting to be one of the really old ones!!