I met my therapist today. What a great pick! I am so glad we clicked! She really understood my background and what I was feeling.
She understood why I still have a small inkling of hope that he will change his mind. However, she is 100% supportive of my need to break the cycle and stop it all. We are going to work on why that happened. Why did I keep taking him back? Why would I still if I listened to that small voice?
I felt a little lighter leaving her office. It was nice. This is 100% going to suck. There is no doubt about it. I just needed a small breath of air and a member added to my team.
