Dealing with WAW Part 3

[pilot]

Haha olddog. Just hang out at the beach long enough. Tourist will never disappoint.

Igit yea there were positives going on. But taken in context of everything else they were just isolated positives. We all know the roller coasters. Up one day down the next. The upside is we seem to have the school issue and living issue behind us which were two really dark clouds over our heads. Downside is she is moving forward as if she still plans a life with out me in it. Now I get the whole detachment and don't worry about what she is doing agenda. It was easy to be mysterious and have her wondering what I was doing when she was 4 hours away. Now that we will potentially be in contact daily with the kids (in a couple weeks when she moves here) it will be more difficult to project the life I want her to assume I have.

I still do not know if I want to try and rebuild this marriage. One day I do and others I feel like I am just wasting time and see so
many other chances at building a new relationship with someone else.