"Just reflecting on how important it is to be reminded of how damaging my "going off" on H is. In some ways it's honestly a blind spot for me, particularly in this situation because I feel entirely JUSTIFIED in going off on H because of the A."
But you've had that problem even before your H had an A. Yet you still refuse to go and get help for it. That is something that you seriously need outside help with to give you the right tools to communicate better.
Conflict will always be in your relationships. Conflicts in life are not a choice. How you handle it is.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
