"I don't think I am strong enough to detach and not feel any love from my W. "
That part is up to you. The love you have should come from YOU and not from your W. If you want to give up after a month, then that's up to you. The ones that survived go on for loner than that.
Your saying that you're not strong enough to detach is because you rely on your W for your happiness. Is that how things were before you met her? Did you always have to have someone there to make you happy? If so, then you're going to always be unhappy because it's no one's sole job to make another person happy.
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
