1 step forward, 1000 steps back - part 4

[mdu]

Thanks, I'll have to see if I can find some of those old posts about reactivity you mention.

I am fearful that I can't ever learn. And it maybe hard to understand if you're not an overly emotional person but truly, sometimes my emotions can come on so strong, so suddenly it doesn't even feel like I have TIME to manage them. Even if I manage to STFU, tears might start suddenly streaming or in some other way my face betrays me. I especially get into trouble when something totally blindsides me, which obviously unfortunately happens quite a bit in A situations.

I do think the ADs help some. And making a point of posting here before doing anything.