I've been convinced that it was a deal breaker all throughout this process. I've read numerous threads on here where the PA is common knowledge and even flaunted in front of the LBS and I've always wondered how someone could tolerate that.
However, maybe it's second thoughts? Maybe it's foolishness? But this morning I've really been thinking of sending W one last email- either commit to the M right now or I'm fully prepared to proceed with D. I know, it's an ultimatum, but I think I'm being told from 'above' to give it this one last chance. And at this point, I'm fully prepared for her decision either way.
I don't know if I'd ever be able to overcome what W has put me through and what I've discovered, but I'm putting that aside for right now as I debate sending this last email.
