barely holding on - 2

[u-turn]

In the last 25 years of our relationship I haven't thought about our relationship as much as I have thought about it in the last 6 months. (if that makes any sense). I read others stories (successes and heading toward successes) and see what I am up against and what my goals really need to be and what mistakes to try to avoid.

I still have my eye on my goals but have realized that "I" need to be the focus of my goals.

This has nothing to do with what has been said on this thread recently, but just spouting off.