Well there is no an instructions book for this, only a couple of rules, Sandi rules. Other than that you can't do anything else, dont worry about sounding like a broken record, hehhehe all of us have gone trought that and me sometimes I still asking nonsense questions to my sisters Its normal, you are human and you have feelings.
The thing is that you have a long time in front of you to start feeling better despite how this ends. Look this world its full of great people and not so great people, choose a side and stick to that side, and hey if you ended D no problem, its not under your control.
A few months ago I will give everything for my W to come back, today I see many woman in this forum fighting for their marriage and that shows me that there is still a lot of people who believe in marriage so one day I will share my life with a person who her goal is to spend her life with me, I will not have to beg her to be by my side and keep up with a bunch of insecurities, all of us we have insecurities but we work on them with time, and with a friend and lover compasion. Partners who keep
When the student its ready, the teacher will appear... Even after all this time the sun never says to the Earth, "You owe me." Look what happens with a love like that,It lights the whole sky.
