My youngest turned to me last night before bed and told me with tears in his eyes that he didn't want us to break up. It was so sad.

I spent most of the day with him and he has been really taking this hard. He has talked about our last family vacation, how we won't all be together anymore, how he wants us to be back together.

Luckily, D's therapist is going to see S as well starting next week. She only sees children and adolescents and is excellent. I think he will have a great resource there.

I found a law school classmate who represents both parties in uncontested divorces. That is hard to find around here. We will get that going and get everything moving.

Oh, D's therapist had another referral for me. I called right away and was able to catch a last minute cancellation for tomorrow at 11:00. I know this therapist must be pretty good because D's is one of the best and has worked miracles. I feel like finally a prayer has been answered. I need to get working through this.