That makes sense. I hope you find I'm answering questions honestly. And I'm pretty clear that a lot of this is grounded in OLD issues from my family, abuse, and emotional neglect. How to resolve all that as a 39 yo man is a different story.
Right now, I rely on therapy, 12 Step, and meditation.
Me: 39 - W: 35 Together: 2 years, no kids My Affair: 1.5 years Affair ended: 4/9/14 Affair revealed: 5/19/14 Last Contact: 8/2/14