Break was very good for me. Just to get away and not have internet and focus on my kids was the best. First night they aren't with me in 8. Miss them incredibly. It's why I keep the battle going. Why would I settle? My W is so far gone now, but I know how is still feel. I'm realizing that really, no matter what, I can only do so much. Ultimately, I can build a pathway towards reconciliation, but if she choses to not even go down that path, that's on her. Patience and a long battle indeed. She told me to get my financials together and give them to her lawyer......I'll get right on that not.......
