More details from neighbor that H has been bringing different girls home and not just the same one. Great, so it may be an addiction? I don't know which is worst.
I haven't confronted H since I'm still waiting on more solid evidence. It's gut wrenching though as I watch him lie to my face everyday. He still makes an effort to call me from his desk phone to let me know that he will be working late. Of course, he doesn't call me to let me know he's about to step out of the office and that he's on his way home. That's at least 2.5 hours of unaccounted time.
Since I've been home our interactions have been positive. Despite the info I learned from neighbor I have been playing it safe and acting "as if." I let him vent his feelings and I validate and empathize as much as I can. Even though our convos are about the unpleasantness that has occurred in the M, we still end on a productive note. At least in my mind I feel as though we have been able to share and feel heard that our convo drops off naturally. I know this is positive but it is incredibly difficult for me to remain positive right now after learning that my H is involved with multiple women. Please leave my heart on the floor because it hurts too much to have it back in my chest right now.
The question is...what do I do with this info? I feel like I need to confront him but I'm afraid I'm not armed enough to do so.
