I feel you pilot, its such a crappy feeling of should I bother or should I try, at what point do you say enough is enough, I guess that comes when you have truly checked out. It seems you may be near that point. I pray that no matter what you choose to do that you are happy...you have been a good friend on the board to me and have always answered my posts. I have also felt the same, but her dad seems to think I can win her back. Hope we can figure our sh*t out soon.
Me: 42 W: 39 D: 2 age 6 and 9 D-Day: Dec 29 13 Seperated: 3/20/14 Mediation retainer : 5/20/14 She filed: 06/25/14