It seems W will be moving here into her own apt, and my kids will be going to school here at the good school as well. Not really sure how I feel about having to see W on a regular basis. I am pretty happy with the current situation and the distance, but it is what it is.
Her dad talked to me the other day, and seems less positive about the future of the M with me an W. I know these things take time if and when they can work. I just keep finding myself on the fence on whether or not I want to keep at it. I know this whole school thing cast a dark cloud on what may (or may not) have been progress during the summer. And now that it is over and she seems happy about the school situation and moving, maybe things will progress again. I just dont know if I want this anymore. There is a big world out there, and lots of fish in the sea so to speak. I feel like a frustrated fisherman trying to catch one particular fish not interested in my bait in a school that has lots of biting fish.
Me: 42 W: 32 Married 7 years together 8.5 S1: 7 S2:7 Bomb #1: 09-16-13 Recon #1: 11/13 A discovered 04-03-2014 W filed D 05-19-14 but never served me I filed D 12-02-2014 S 05-31-14 Divorced 5-19-16