I dropped off the S this morning ... I gave her all his uniforms as we discuseed plus some other items (I actually remembered .. this is a small but important 180 for me remembering the little things I was asked) .... she thanked me for the items. She has been fighting a cold/sore throat all weekend, and said she wasnt feeling well, I said goodbye to our S and told her I hoped she felt better and promptly excused myself. Little history about that exchange, over the course of her A .... when she was depressed/not feeling well/in the hospital I dropped everything and helped her, was like I mended her wing and once she was better ... felt like a thanks/screw you / and off she went. So me just wishing she was feeling better rather than hug her and console her was a HUGE 180, as I closed her screen door I seen the disappointment in her eyes, felt like [censored] .. but I know I needed to do this. I always helped her feel better, always there for her ... even in the most impossible circumstances that I am not going to air here. Been dark all day thanks to no phone, she emailed me around 9 asking when I would get my phone, and said she felt sick ... asked if S was with me tonight as she "was not feeling well nor thinking straight" I informed her it was her night and hoped she felt better again cutting it short. She emailed me later in the day asking if I could take him as she was leaving work early .... my impulse was to 180 here and refuse .... but she is sick and he enjoys being with me so I figured in this case he and whats best for him is more important than me DBing at the moment.
