After a sleepless night I am questioning everything, how do go forward with and how involved in the ow. do I ditch all that I do for him/kids ie looking after them on his days while he works, I do enjoy the activities I do with them such as playgroup on Mon mornings and swimming on wed mornings. do I tell him that it's pointless to continue family night because all it really seems to be is either one of (depends who has the boys) turning up, eating dinner, bath the twins, they go to bed, readers wwith s7 and then the one of us leaves. do I stop doing the washing for boys and him, and I know that sounds like I need a 2x4, I do get paid to do it, and I'll take the money! I am so confused, I was doing really well, and now I feel like I'm at the beginning again, maybe h is gone for good, maybe I should have just given up when he did.
