Glad you posted an update and are still kicking around.
Looks like you are taking a much needed break from your day to day life back in nj, and doing some things that you enjoy. I think that's great!! Napping, gardening, pool time, eating forbidden foods in forbidden places... Who wouldn't love that?
I think your objectivity towards your h is pretty normal. You've been at this awhile, he's been gone figuring his stuff out for awhile. Maybe you've slowly been detaching, one bit at at time, without even realizing it.
All part of figuring out what you want out of your life, who you want to be, where you're going.
You sound good, it was nice to hear from you
Bomb January 2012 - doesn't feel the same about me
~ "There is nothing love cannot face; there is no limit to its faith, hope, and endurance."
