barely holding on - 2

[u-turn]

Dawgy,
I am sorry you are in this situation and feel the need to move on. I do not have those feeling right now. Sure I am angry, but am not hostile. Sure she has been/is cheating, but something is not right with her. For 20 years she has not acted like this and now she is. I have to give it time before I would rush into calling it quits. I have to figure out if she is going to stay like this or realize that this is not who she is.

I am being patient because she's that important to me. I do know that we would start from the beginning, but don't feel like I have much to lose by being patient right now.