Hey 2B, That feeling of just not caring may be EXACTLY the thing that SAVES your R and M! I really think that until we LBS's get to that point...for real, not forced or just around our S, nothing can change. Until the WAS really knows that if things don't change for the better they can and will lose you...forever, they just won't make any move forward! It may not "feel" right to you but you're not in crisis. It may be just the thing you need to do.