I had many OK days, many days that were alot better then when the BD last year.
My feelings now are different, not as much pain, but Im tired, so very tired at times of standing, waiting.

Im STRONG, stronger then I even knew I could be.

This is another phase of LBS for me, new feelings..kinda like "I dont care" feelings.

Scary because this feels good for me, but maybe not so good for our R our M. I know I should focus on now, but I'm a planner and I dont like the unknown about my M....hmmm just another phase for me, that I know I will get thru,,,,just more soul searching and praying.

Me 43 ring off Oct 2014 (my ring back on Feb 2015)
H 51 (ring off 7/2013)
M 2007 T 1996
S 14
July 2013- H told me he was unhappy.....said he is staying for Son
Feb 18 2014 Found out about OW