I am off the pity wagon today finally. Was feeling terrible for the last week, letting bad thoughts cloud everything. I even snooped a bit. Nothing there to see, but bit your mind can make up stuff. I no longer will be doing that. Did get a random text last night from wife.

We have 2 dogs, she hasn't seen since the week after she left, four almost 5 months ago. She said from Pinterest she saw a german shepherd(our dogs) mix with a husky. Even sent me a picture of it. Then said that she misses our dogs. All I said was, cool how cute, then she said Pinterest is the devil, and I said, yeah lol!! And that was it! Nothing more texted or said. I drop girls off tonight with her for a couple of days. Will be nice and charming and look good for the drop off, but try to act as if nothing is wrong in my world.


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