Old Dog, I'm not a vegetarian but I stopped eating red meat about 10 years ago. Since the separation, I've eaten about a half dozen cheeseburgers. It feels good to do something different, even if I'm the only one who knows about it.
Originally Posted By: LisaB
Woke up last night in the middle of the night and had a thought: Do I even want to get back together? Can I ever trust him again? If so, is it worth the hard work? My gut feeling was no, it is impossible/too much work to trust again. Felt a bit sad and went back to sleep.
I have had those thoughts a lot too, especially in the beginning. I've just tried to tell myself that it's not time yet to think about trust. I don't have to trust him right now. That will come later, if at all. For now, I'm trying to work on being trustworthy myself.
That said, I do think it's great that you're recognizing what you have to offer yourself, and seeing that you could be happier without your H, if you choose to let go. I hope you have many strong days to come!
