barely holding on - 2

[u-turn]

I think the transparency plan should come from her, but likely it will have to come from me unless she is truly back in (I can't feel that at all right now). I think I have to be patient and wait to re-establish trust. (right?)

Back to teaching today will be very busy again with this. I have a new PMA outlook for this too. I am trying to be positive with everything in my life right now. I wasn't sure that I was going back this year but it will probably be good for me. Lots of interaction with lots of people (it will keep my mind busy and focused).

Thanks all!