"How do I discuss how things are going with me without her if she's such a big part of why I am here?"
Because she SHOULDN'T be a big part of you being here. That's the point. Are you here to complain about your W and OM or are you here to save your M? Concentrating solely on your W and OM shackles you from doing anything else.
The only way to improve things is to focus on yourself and the GOOD things that are coming out of it. In fact, you even said your C told you you focused too much on your W. When are you going to catch the hint?
M-43 W-40 2D - 9 and 5
Emotion, yet peace. Ignorance, yet knowledge. Passion, yet serenity. Chaos, yet harmony. Death, yet a new life.
