25 - Everything in your post is spot on. The part about being alone particularly struck a chord. I literally went from living with my parents to living with my wife. I've never been independent. I've never been on my own.
There is really nothing else I can do at this point except bow my head in shame.
You have exposed my inner self in a way that I, nor anyone else in my life has ever been able to. I thank you for that.
M: 15 years BD: 6/25/14 EA/PA: starts 5/14/14 11/30/14 - A ends 5/15/15 - D is finalized. 11/28/15 - Start of new LTR with a wonderful woman (and still going strong)!