Ok. Regrouping again. The above post was not only a lot of self pity, it was manipulative. Like I don't want to hear the truth so ill act so sad I get comfort. At least I see it. Next step is to try to change it. Here goes nothing...
Me:38 XW:38 T:11 years M:8 years Kids: S14, D11, D7 BD/Move out day: 6/17/14, D final Dec 15
