It is overwhelming to read from the cheering section!!! Way to make my day, friends!!!! Thank you for such positive affirmations .
I'm humbled to read words such as "inspiration", because I truly don't feel like I have this figured out in the least.
I hope the positive efforts I'm making and new habits I'm trying to live and share on my thread, aren't misleading. I stumble big time. In fact, I actually stumbled for real in the lobby at church today and fell, lol.... Not hurt. Reminded I am human, haha.
FWIW, please know I am not sailing through this AT ALL. I still struggle daily, hourly, and sometimes every minute to keep my chin up.
I do feel great about my overall progress. I'm thankful for the lessons. I have made a choice to be happy, and live a purposeful life. Bigger than the tiny view of reality I had before MLC. But "choosing happiness" isn't a magic wand... It's HARD to do.
My fear is that someone will read my thread and think my answers are their answers. I do not have my H back, and I'm a long way from knowing whether that will happen.
But I no longer depend on that for my happiness in my life. .
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