I feel like I am swimming against a strong river. Today she asked why I continue to wear my ring. She said the marriage is over and it is time to move forward. I feel so frustrated, angry and hurt.
Do I keep the ring on or do I stop wearing it??
I went out with family friends(both couples know about the sitch) this weekend because they all asked me. It was strange I had a good time but still felt something missing. I really like these people. My W disses both couples marriages a lot, saying their marriages are not of a good emotional connection either. They all seem happy to me. They also are more open to me about the difficulties in their marriages. I feel like I am a counsellor at times. Even the one marriage she thinks is great, has issues. The wife told me of the issues they had on a recent trip, all I kept thinking was damn she is forgiving. I would have ended up being in a world of trouble if I only remembered the flight tickets. I keep looking for any positives in the R.
All I know is this is not all me, though she says it is mine to own.
