Ugh

She just TM me this morning, said they just woke up,and she will get him ready, she said she will go to the later mass, I offered to go .. but then she said she was not feeling well.

Disappointed but I am going to take S as planned ... guess its for the best as much as I would like for us to attend as a family, seems wrong that she goes when she plans to be with OM later that day, thought maybe through God her fog would lift a bit... I am sure the guilt must be brutal. This [censored] .. but nothing I can do .. PMA and keep working on me in hopes she figures it out.


M: 48
W: 47
M16 T26-S8
BD Sept13