Over the hump at last

[wishing, hoping]

I completely agree NLW. They pull us down. They suck us dry and go on to the next victim. Much like a vampire.

I know I am much better off now. I still get angry when I think of things but I have decided to just leave J to his new life. It's hard though not to get pulled into the anger and unfairness of things. But we have a new chance at a better life now.

And it is desolation and one feels "demolished" after this. I miss my kids when they are with J, but I try to remember this would be worse for them if J wasn't around and abandoned them.

We will get by.

(((NLW)))

WH