Matt, Shining, Lois, and AJ...thank you. You are right. I was thinking about it a little more and maybe I'm doing this because I want him to be closer. My line of thinking is screwed up. I know it isn't true, but if I'm physical with him, he won't seek it elsewhere...which I know is a lie, because I've read about it all over these boards!
Yesterday when the kids were at a bday party, H had d9 and I had s10. We dropped them off and went our separate ways. I had forgotten my phone and didn't feel like driving home for an hour. I went picked up a few videos and stopped to see my parents for a few. During this time, H tried to call me a million times and wanted to ask me to lunch. I missed the opportunity, but I'm thankful I didn't have my phone because instead of being "mysterious" I would have gone with him.
With the kids at mil, doing for me today will be easy. Plus no H to deal with until he brings the kids home, when you ask, I don't know, my H is in MLC and those things don't matter! Had to get that out, can't yell at H!!!
Hiking may be out, supposed to storm all day. Poor PGA guys! It is kind of neat to listen to the commentators talking about local things on there...not that I care for golf, but H had it on while I was doing homework.
Off to complete homework and be done with this class! Come on A
Atsbaby M:36 H:35 T: 19 M:12 S:11 D:9 BD: 5/4/14 Proof of OW 8/13/14-love note from her 8/19 admits OW 8/22/14 files D w/o telling me 9/20/14 Says he wants to reconcile
