Hey HopeTex, I had a terrible day yesterday. My mind just wouldn't let go of negative thoughts and I was welling up every half hour.
But tomorrow is another day. I expected people to say hang on in there on my thread and they did, and I will, and so can you. I think this stuff is cyclical and you will feel better about it soon enough.
M: 57 / EW: 52 T: 21, M: 8 S: 18, S: 15 Bomb: 1 Jun 14 EA Aug 2014 I think PA Feb 2015 possibly sooner