Matt, you ARE strong. Just because you're feeling low doesn't necessarily mean you HAVE to do ANYTHING. I've been feeling low today too. I'm trying to acknowledge what I'm feeling, take care of myself--went for a hike--bubble bath later--and I'm reassuring myself that I will be ok.
Grief requires some sadness. It's a part of the process of letting go of a dream of what was/what you wanted...
Labor is uncomfortable and painful, but you have a beautiful baby at the end :-)
I'm going to pray a bit. Rest a bit. Recharge my batteries.
I support ya here friend. ^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^^ You WILL be ok. Know it, believe it.
"You know, it's times like these when I realize what a superhero I am." Tony Stark/Iron Man
“Focus on what you can do, then do it with all your heart.” Lois Wilson
