Interesting thing today. Was a friends D's first bday, my friend ended up mutual, W said she might come, but she has said that a lot. I said you know what I am going to look good in case, I shaved, neated up goatee, and put on cologne. Mind you, it was a swim party, and I was BBQ master. So I had on tennis shoes, tshirt and athletic shorts. But I picked a good tshirt. I don't wear cologne often, I have a 6 year old bottle in drawer. I think part of the depression over last couple of years led to not shaving enough, and not caring, anyway!!
She actually showed up, texted to say she was coming. She actually asked if I was okay with her coming, I said up to you? So glad I got gussied up a bit. She has a sinus infection so was tired and sore, along with disease. We had a good day though light convo, bill stuff, life stuff, kid stuff, no R talk. She did say per names three times though, it has been probably 5 months since she has said babe, and honey, today she said them twice each. Just a small step, but it was just a smooth flow, didn't seem that she tried to stop herself. In the past this would happen, try to correct and say my first name.
Does it mean much no, just a small step, but makes me want to keep trying the stuff I am trying to learn. Thanks for all the help to this point.
