Maybell VI

[Mat]

Not to invalidate your feelings, but it may not matter if he's dating. You're playing the long game. But of course it hurts - I know.

Very interesting how deep your conversations are with B. I don't have that w siblings or parents. I think it's a Chinese proverb that says "May your life be interesting" or something like that. Not easy or peaceful, but interesting. From an outside perspective, it looks like there is so much happening to you that's setting the stage for an interesting life, to learn and grow and become a greater person. I hope you take comfort in that. In some measure it's the case for all of us here and it's helpful to remind ourselves of that.