I just learned from a neighbor that H had been bringing a girl over while I was away. It turns out that it's the same girl he lied about in the beginning. Neighbor confirmed it by the picture I showed him. I'm totally crushed. All those times I was feeling suspicious was NOT unfounded.
I feel like my whole world is crumbling again and even though I have prepared myself for the possibility, it's still not any easier. I'm questioning the authenticity of everything that has happened in the past 6 years...it hurts to my very core. I feel hopeless of any reconciliation and I can't even begin to forgive an offense that he has yet to confess.
