1 step forward 1000 steps back - part 4

[mdu]

So I replied to H's 'I'm sorry. I didn't mean to upset you' text and said:

Me: "I know, it's just sad being away from the kids that much. I will let you know my thoughts about next week."

H: "We do not need to do it that way (meaning he doesn't have to take them for a full week). It does not matter to me how we do it."

Me: "Ok. I would like to take them Wednesday & Thursday nights that week. When are you taking them next week?"

He hasn't replied yet.

I really feel like things are going to come to a head in the not too distant future. We'll have some money free up because full time day care is ending for D4. We could probably afford for H to get an apartment instead of staying with his Dad. Not that I'm going to suggest it but it wouldn't surprise me if he did. Also, we've been kind of winging the weekday schedule with the kids for it seems like we should get them into a more long term set schedule.

Gosh this sux. For some reason I've really been emotionally hit hard today. Fortunately I have a friend coming over shortly and we'll be going out for the evening.