SO. Kids told me WAW had a new guy friend join her with my BiL for dinner last night. FML. Jealous of course..kinda blew through my shield of detachment. Pretty sure it is some kind of EA. Maybe thats why she was extra defensive this morning when I dropped off kids. kept myself from being goaded into a fight...hurray DB training..cool, validating, calm, deflecting comments she was attacking with. So GAL today with big park/bike ride with kids in one of the best never been to places in the city. Gonna gather some friends to hang out to and start work next week, my 2nd job. I am also back at getsomeheadspace.com for daily meditation I did for a straight four months after the S_it hit the fan...fell away and getting more intentional...really helps settle me So ok...this changes things...detaching shield recieved a huge frackin crack but I am gonna buff that things smooth. Waw..grrrrr Ok peeps
Me 42 W:35 M: 14yrs T:15yrs D: 8yrs D:6yrs S:3yrs BD: "I want a D"09/03/14 Sep: 30/06/14
Don't give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying.
