Weekends are the toughest for me. I feel so sad imagining H out with some gorgeous girl enjoying the sunshine and having a grand time. I guess when I know he is at work all day during the week it takes away some of my uncertainty about what he is up to. And on the weekends I just have no idea. Also he rarely contacts me on the weekend. I don't know why.
Feeling low lately, I think because I haven't heard from him in 2-3 days. That always brings sad and uncertain feelings, it seems I rehash the rejection over and over - OW, ILYBNILWY, all the bad stuff just replays in my mind.
Sometimes I think I just have to get some good depressed moments and crying in so that it can pass again.
Trying to stay strong and have the long view.
Hope everyone has a good weekend. Hugs, Lisa B
Me: 34 H: 30 M: 4 years BD: 6/15/14 He moved out 6/30/14 OW1: EA then PA after BD Now he's dating multiple OWs I'm over it and moving on.
