barely holding on - 2

[u-turn]

Just an update and questions about detaching:
Normal friday night dinner - pizza in the park with S20 & W
today - yard work and W wants to help.
It doesn't seem like being detached is actually different in many ways. It's almost like business as usual.

My weekend 180 is to not start any conversations about us. That's a tough one because it is so much on my mind.

She seems to be unaffected by this.
I'll keep it up.