My H admits he was very attracted to and "hot" for me all through this, but that I was not obtainable and he thought that I deserved better.
Very interesting, Raine. I'm curious about the above quote from you. Did your h ever let on that he was "hot" for you? Many LBS's are told that it's no longer there, you know, the ILYBNILWY... (or in my case- IDLY), and that they aren't attracted to lbs anymore... yadda, yadda...
I just find it interesting that he was always checking you out. As they say, the MLCer is watching the lbs, even when lbs does not know it.