Feel like all I'm doing is posting emails, but here's what I received today. Explains why she was talking to her mom (that's who she's going with)
'I'm leaving tonight to head down to Florida for a few much needed "mental health days"... I don't know why I procrastinate telling you these things.. Communication...One more of my crazy a** flaws...I've been dreading telling you for fear you'll be mad, or I'll be "in trouble". I told you I feel like you're my dad sometimes...Another thing I don't understand about our relationship.. I'm sorry for that.
On one hand I feel like I owe you an explanation for everything I do, and on the other I feel like I don't owe you anything since we have lived apart for almost a year. We are in a weird place right now and I struggle with knowing what to do and how to act.
I also struggle with a huge amount of "mommy guilt"..I hate that I'll miss S10's orientation, but you're a great dad and more than capable of handling it all. But, if you need any help, tell me and I can call (best friend).I'll be back Weds night.
I hope you're not mad at me for going. I hate when you're mad at me.'
I just responded with 'Thanks for letting me know. Get some rest and have a good time!'
