H stopped by with the kids to pick up a few things for their weekend. There is a definite distance between H and I. I think driven as much by him as by me. I think I've put myself out there enough, I'm not interested in pursuing him anymore.
I will admit, I was a tad manipulative. I kept my work clothes on -- tight LBD. Fixed my hair and just got my nails done. And, I have a friend coming over later so left some sparkling wine and chocolates on the table in prep. This is actually not at all unlike me, I do tend to prep hours in advance when I have people coming over. H doesn't need to know it's a female friend -- obviously I was aiming to make him wonder a bit.
Interestingly, H winked at me on his way out. That's his way of being a bit flirtatious, I think. I'm feeling unimpressed. I am totally not going to contact him at all this weekend. In addition to my friend coming to visit tonite I am probably going to Shakespeare in the park with her tomorrow night and a bunch of other people she knows but I don't. Really hoping that works out, would love to make some new friends!
Hope everyone has some fun plans this weekend
M: 42 H: 43 M: 8 years S7 and D4 H has D19 and S25 from previous M Bomb: 3/6/14 OW discovered, EA & PA 1st separation, 10 days, decided to reconcile & moved back in. Fail 2nd separation: 5/1/14
