I usually have pretty good self control, but could not guarantee anything in that setting. I would have to decline.
It seems like there has been a lot of testing to see how much I can handle. It's like she is a completely different person that I've ever known. She could be trying to hurt me on purpose - she's never done that.
[color:#FF0000][/color]
I was listening to a sermon today ( Yeah .. all this I ended up finding God and its helped me more than I can say) ... anyways the guy said something that hit home for me as my WAW is someone I dont even feel I know at times .. with what she has done .. things she has said .. purposely trying to hurt and destroy me. .... anyways he said "Hurt people, hurt people." The message was instead of reacting to the words/actions .. look for the hurt they have rather than the hurt they are trying to inflict, I seen it as a wounded animal, she doesn't want your help because she is scared so she kicks at you and fights you regardless of your good intentions. ... not sure if that helps you or not .. but I found it to be enlightening
