trying to do smaller frequent posts to get off moderation. Another thing I am working on that I learned from a business seminar is making a list of the positive things that can happen as a result of my W being gone. This helps neutralize the feelings of hurt, fear, rejection, loneliness. For example I will have time to exercise and sleep more, read more books, clean or do house projects that don't get done because of taking care of the kids or trying to spend time with the W. I will also miss my W and kids more which in turn will make me a better husband and father when I am with them.
M 43 W 43 D 6 D2 B-dropped 7/2014 W rented apartment 8/4/2014
